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Entries for January, 2006

January 2nd, 2006

The Internet is Forlorn

Posted by over_the_EdGE at 03:08 AM on January 2, 2006.

I would like to begin this entry with a proclamation that I have found that I usually make, and one that usually reveals itself to be untrue.

I don't know exactly what to say.

How many times as of the late have I said that? It's not so much that I have nothing to say, but I find myself, more often that not, struggling to articulate what is rumbling deep inside of me.

Come to think of it, what am I doing online at 2:30 a.m.? It's not as if there's anyone really waiting for me. There is no clear reason for my staying up this late, especially when there are things that need to be done.

Blargh.

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January 3rd, 2006

Working, DND

Posted by over_the_EdGE at 10:47 PM on January 3, 2006.

My goodness, I have never been so annoyed at the thought of having to go to school tomorrow. I wasn't like this last year nor was I this depressed when I was a student.

The work has just piled up so much that I just have to step back and look at everything.

Stage FX was okay earlier, but the production is still suffering from some very avoidable kinks, crud....

I arrived home at around 6 p.m. and dead tired. I tried to get an hour's sleep but I only ended up surfing the net.

Now I have to take another break from working.

C'est la vie.

Currently feeling: dazed, drained & confused

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January 16th, 2006

Can I Panic Now?

Posted by over_the_EdGE at 09:17 PM on January 16, 2006.

The play is only a month a half away and we're only just about done with Act I. Not really that bad, considering Act I is longer than Act II, but the idea that it took us 3 months to block Act I, is just daunting. I hope Act II won't be a rush job. It's going well and I actually think we'll finish it, but right now there are two major kinks which I haven't worked out yet.

Sad to say there is this little thing called, my real job, which is nagging on my side.

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January 19th, 2006

Sir Galahad (or whoever) Lives On

Posted by over_the_EdGE at 09:21 PM on January 19, 2006.

C'est jeune amour!

Forgive my French, that's Babel Fish at work.

However it cannot be ignored that prom is in the air and all the teenagers of the right age are all atwitter at the thought of that special night.

All that pomp and circumstance leads me to ask the question, where does it all go?

Old-timers (anyone who's finished high school), think about it? How many of us actually had that magical prom moment?

Our Big Boss expressed yesterday his opinion on the whole "social nights" issue and it was a little disappointing, but I see his point. Actually I do agree with him more or less, it is not really directly related to our mission. However the meddling "cher" within me did whimper a bit at the thought that eventually, we wouldn't be allowed to go.

I have nothing against it being "unofficial", it's just that some of us (actually a good number of us) like to live vicariously through these events. That maybe for once, we'd be reclaiming all those lousy prom memories.


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January 24th, 2006

RENT

Posted by over_the_EdGE at 09:45 PM on January 24, 2006.

How Do You Document Real Life
When Real Life's Getting More
Like Fiction Each Day?

How Do You Write A Song
When The Chords Sound Wrong
Though They Once Sounded Right And Rare?
When The Notes Are Sour
Where Is The Power You Once Had To Ignite the Air?

How Do You Start A Fire
When There's Nothing To Burn
And It Feels Like Something's Stuck In
Your Flue?

How Do You Leave The Past Behind
When It Keeps Finding Ways To Get To
Your Heart
It Reaches Way Down Deep And Tears
You Inside Out
Til You're Torn Apart
Rent

How Can You Connect In An Age
Where Strangers, Landlords, Lovers
Your Own Blood Cells Betray
What Binds The Fabric Together
When The Raging, Shifting Winds Of Change
Keep Ripping Away


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The Last Supper

Posted by over_the_EdGE at 09:49 PM on January 24, 2006.

The end...

Is just a little harder when brought about by friends.
For all you care, this wine could be my blood.
For all you care, this bread could be my body.

The end...

This is my blood you drink.
This is my body you eat.

If you would remember me when you eat and drink.

I must be mad thinking I'll be remembered. Yes,
I must be out of my head.

Look at your blank faces. My name will mean nothing
Ten minutes after I'm dead.


One of you denies me.
One of you betrays me...

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January 29th, 2006

Stage FX Night

Posted by over_the_EdGE at 11:56 AM on January 29, 2006.

Last Friday, January 27, at around 10:00 a.m., as I was rushing around writing last minute letters and compiling late reply slips, I muttered that I would never want arrange another over night activity again. What started out as a whim (when some of the boys said it would be cool to have an overnight at the very creepy Lecture Hall) quickly escalated into a bloody tangle of forms, memos and other aspects of bureaucracy. Granted Ivy was the one who got bogged down initially by the paperwork, by this week.

I knew it was difficult to put up such an activity, but the amount of revisions and the unspecified procedures just overwhelmed. I barely slept the previous nights and by 4:25 p.m., knowing that I would probably not sleep that well that night, I dragged my feet to the Lecture Hall.

As usual, people were late, which did not help my nerves. So many things were going on in my head that I just had to leave everything for a moment and grab a cub of overpriced fries.

By the time I got back to the Lecture Hall, James and CO were having a concert with the microphones set up by the technician. And me, being the idiot that I am, needlessly joined them onstage with a rendition of "Prima Donna" and "Think of Me" from "The Phantom of the Opera". CO and I tried to outdo each other with our best attempts at a soprano. I pity the poor chaps who had to listen to us. Hey, weren't that bad, it was quite good actually, except that they had to endure "popopera" (pop pretending to be opera).

Rehearsals continued until 7:30 p.m. or 8:00 p.m. or so, with my usual bellowing at certain ineptness that some boys insist on doing. The scene turned out to be problematic due to the length of the instrumental parts, which I felt weren't necessary.

I decreed that at 8:00 p.m., we were going to go for dinner, but that was delayed by the setting up of the beddings, which hilariously turned into a new Stage FX activity. Let me just say that it involves a lot of cushions, a Lecture Hall, a bundle of teenage energy and a spinning Jaime, and Charles, and Expac and Vincent and...ah never mind.

Dinner at Pancake House was okay. It's not my favorite place to eat, simply because 1. the food is expensive, 2. the food is not that good, 3. they do not put the VAT in their prices, which makes the food even more expensive, 4. they have poor service and 5. they still have service charge. Nonie was up to his usual shenanigans, which are always funny, but crossed the line a bit when he poured water all over the table just to demonstrate a joke. I doused the fun by telling the boys off and demanding that they clean the table. They fell silent for all of ten seconds and the nonsense continued.

As we walked back to school, I knew that some of them dreaded the prospect of rehearsing the night away or engaged in some "team-building activity" as I promised them, but I had something else planned for them. I made them choose between Merry Murderesses or a Big Green Mother from Outer Space and they chose the latter. After that, which dragged on a bit, I revealed my surprise for them: an hour of brainless fun that only Mr. Legaspi could deliver.

Then everyone went to sleep.

In the morning, I set up a very unique wake up call involving some kids from Colorado. But the groggy yet light McDo breakfast meal laden spirits of the morning quickly got spirited away by the intense rehearsal schedule I had lined up for them. We had to block a scene we hadn't blocked before and run through every single scene all the while adjusting everything to suit the demands of one continuous run. Harsh words were thrown and the stress level ran high.

It was a photofinish rehearsal session, which gave us all of twenty minutes to gobble down Stage FX's staple food, KFC, before we put on a show for our critics.

Everyone was clearly tense, but they pulled through. Some numbers fared better than others and one just flopped terribly.

The critics, who were Glenn, Rosa, James and Boom respectively, had a lot of things to say. The cast listened intently and when it came for me to give my comments, I talked to the cast privately.

I was actually quite giddy. I was ecstatic that we pulled it off. The positive aspects of the run far outweighed the bad. I was absolutely genuinely thankful for everything that the Stage FX members have poured into this. This is after all only the halfway mark, but the next month looks promising.


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An Aside...

What I am really worried about is if my members are still all right. I've been trying to balance being both a good cop and a bad cop and this has some of them confused. I want them to have fun and yet there's a show that needs to be finished. It's perfectly possible to have fun while you're seriously working hard. That I suppose is what I want to teach them.

But I'm left wondering if they're really having fun. I seem them laughing a lot, but I do get mad often enough. Some just don't tell me anything anymore, probably because they're either terrified of me or they're just walking on the side of caution.

Hopefully they don't hate me too much.



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January 31st, 2006

EJ Legaspi and the Day That Will Not Die

Posted by over_the_EdGE at 10:21 PM on January 31, 2006.

This day will not just die.

Work continues to pile and I continue to ignore it.

My laptop is busted and will cost me 30k to repair it.

This stupid company won't refund my 5k for this product that i don't really need.

Uh my laptop is busted? I'm tired and a wee bit unhappy about many things.

Ironically, Stage FX, that source of all things stressful, was the single shining beacon today. Add more irony to the tale, it was a moment. Crap.

Mom walks in. Nags some more. Crap.

Well. At least Stage FX wasn't productive today. At least not productive in the usual way. We wasted time on ourselves, which is something we all needed.

I love Stage FX.



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